"In this session, my intention was to understand the depth of my relationship to “money”. Through the first layer, I felt completely numb to the sensation of money or when Jasmine asked how I feel… I couldn’t name anything. Not because I wasn’t willing but as if there was a wall and money and I were separated to the point of no emotional attachment. Perhaps there is a subconscious avoidance to money itself.
Cherish who played money said that she felt anxious in her body. I still felt numb. We did the exercise where I stood up and allow. For - few minutes I was deep breathing, yawning and I felt completely relaxed in my whole body. Then another layer opened which was this purging through my deep breaths and yawns that I felt so relaxed and peaceful that when jasmine asked me how I felt… it was clear something shifted from numb/ avoidant to receptive, relaxed and safe. I don’t want to give too much power to the external events in my life and this session but on the material level, I have closed 2 women in my online course, which I can now run this month!! And in an in person breathwork session I led, the owner of the studio whom I would pay rent to, had let the fee pass so I was able to keep the profit from my students who joined the class! I have also been very persistent and inspired to begin a spending diary where I am tracking my daily spendings/income and my emotions related to it! All of which are by products of me working on building a new relationship to money, and this session was one step to evolving my relationship with money/ currency and the agreements I make with myself.”